update on stage set?

So here's another update of the stageset, for all of you who don't really want to know!! It's going well, though it's still difficult. God is guiding me through it though when I let Him, and when I don't it is evident in my attitude towards it all. I'm not sure I've ever felt my need for Him so much as I have these days when I'm doing all of this work for Him and for other stuff too. The problem is, I spend too much of my time not thinking about my need for Him and consequently not thinking about doing something about how much I need him. It feels difficult to completely transform the mind in this sense, and I wish I found it easier, because I know (in my mind) how much easier things would be if I just relied on God for my daily need (emotional, spiritual as well as physical).

God, I want to, I need to depend only on YOU because in

in my weakness your POWER is made PERFECT.

Lord, Teach me more about you and show me

DAILY that your grace is suffient for me, and

allow me to glory in my weakness so that the

POWER of Christ may overshadow

Everything I do each day.

Lord, will you Transform my attitude,

Challenge my ways,

Guide my thinking

Draw me closer to

Your Heart and Will.

I need you God.